When you’re heavier,
you can’t just wear anything
When you’ve gained weight
from medications,
your stomach poofs out
bit by bit
until you look like you’re pregnant
When you’re going up in size,
you wonder why the hell is this happening to me?
Your pants no longer fit
your cup size goes up, too
your middle has more density
than it’s ever had before
At this point,
I’d rather be depressed & skinny
than happy & fat
MBB
1.13.2021